I decided to leave xanga. I am far too busy for this site and my friendlist is far too full. Most of my “friends” never talked to me, never read my blogs. I always got more than 50 views on my blogs and I am very glad with that. I have another account on Xanga and I will add the people on there that want to talk with me. So comment if you want to be added. Cya guys!
I fucking hate it when people say: “everyting is gonna be allright” or “life will get better in the future”. Where is your fucking prove? Yes if you have nothing left is it very easy to say that life gets better in the future. I always think the same when people are always optimistic: “get out of your dreamworld and look how fucked up the real world is”. Look how we destroy the Earth. Look at the hate on this world and how people get hurt every time. Look how people treat people with feelings. Look who is happy. Only egoistic people in this world can be happy. If you care about others is it impossible to be happy. I can’t be happy if I see my friends and family depressed around me. I don’t mind how my life is, all I care about is how the life of the people is. I can’t be happy if they are unhappy. I don’t cry every night because of my own life, but because of the pain of others. I am so freaking tired to put a fake smile on my face every day. I wish I could just scream out how I truly feel. But I can’t show the people around me my weakness. I feel so empty and tired.
I hope I don’t upset anyone with this blog, if I upset you I am sorry
1. @SHYbiGUY96 You are so good for me. We talk for a very long time already. One day we cuddle for hours. I love you bro!
2. @dangery2 You are an amazing guy. I will try to help you out, maybe I can’t, but you will have a friend for the rest of your life. You are amazing!!
3. @TheAndyguy You are so sweet. We talk a lot and I serious love to talk with you
4. @Capybaras You are one of my best friends. We both made mistakes and it made us stronger. I love to talk with you and I miss you. I love you bro.
5. @Turbocharged12 You are a cool guy. We talk a lot and hope we will become close friends one day.
6. @MacTosh Everyone on xanga knows that you are a cool, sweet and hot guy. You always cheer me up and I love that. You are an amazing person. Glad there are people like you on this world!
7. @yuant45812 We talk for a long time already and I must say you are very optimist. I love that. You have lots of ideas and you don’t mind if you can fail. You ask your friends for help and try to have success. I love your new idea about your clothing line/clothing store.
8. @bonebreaker1 we used to talk a lot more. It kinda sucks that we never talk any longer
9. @salitzmed you are maybe a bit weird, but you are a cool friend.
10. @Oisinire Everyone knows him and I know most of you also like him as friend. I love to talk with you Oisin, specially about girls. Although it kinda sucks that you deleted me on facebook and never accepted me on skype LOL.
Many people I love to talk to are not in the top 10, I am sorry about that. Made the top 10 some days ago and had to change it today. The guy that was number 1 is now out of the list lol. That doesn’t mean I hate that guy. Love you guys!
Yesterday morning there was a spider in the shower and felt down in the water. I first just watched how the spider tried to save his own live but at the end his head came under water and his legs stopped moving. I felt bad for spider and grabbed one of his legs and put him on a dry table. He looked dead and I had to eat breakfast. So I went downstairs and took my breakfast. When I returned in the bathroom to do my hair I saw the spider alive lol. He was counting his legs and noticed he had still all his legs and was alive. How many questions did he asked with his small brain. I am sure he had no idea how I came on a table and how he survived the water. After work the spider was gone. Now I am hero XD.